Here's my story
So- I was on medication for depression for about 4 1/2 years. A couple of months ago I left an office I was working at for 6 years and started working at a new office. Being in between jobs left me with no insurance. I started to notice that being on the meds for that long really did not make a difference in the quality of my life. I still have no friends, no boyfriend, lived at home, and was not a happy person. So I decided to very slowly wean off of the medication. At first I was doing pretty good, but then PMS hits (of course) and my crying and anger is uncontrollable. I don't want to rely on medication and I don't want to take it for the rest of my life. Maybe I'm just going through a rough patch. The new job isn't working out and has really affected me. I know I'm just babbling on . I'm just so disgusted with my life. I'm sick of being single. Today on ******** I saw a guy started a relationship with this girl. I saw on her ******** that she literally was just married in 2013 and is now in a new relationship. I know I'm being judgmental but geez. I am still single no matter how hard I try to put myself out there. I go out on weekends, I'm doing the online dating. Like my username says- I need a new life!
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