I have worked in an urgent care medical center for the last 8 years. There is demerol, hydrocodone, morphine valium and lots of other drugs I crave. I have worked on days that I was high and on days when I was in full withdrawal. I have never touched a single drug that belonged to the office. I simply understood that if I got caught (and I surely would, sooner or later), my life would be ruined. Even for an old, hard core drug addict like myself, there are some risks that are not worth taking. You can do or be anything you want to be.