Please, please don't have more surgery. Don't be depressed, be glad your surgery was postponed. You may not need it at all. I had failed back surgery syndrome after 5 years and 5 back operations including spending the last year in bed. I just got a shot of Enbrel and I have been pain free ever since. PLEASE see my post "New Hope for Back Pain" and read my story before you have another operation. I would be glad to supply you with any more information you might need.