TRG, What I mean is I wasn't having the constant bad thoughts until I went of the Paxil, then as soon as I went back to it I started having suicidal urges and thoughts out of the blue. I then tried the wellbutrin and it got worse. Today is the second day without wellbutrin and I am not having the racing thoughts, but I do have the bad mood hanging. I just cant understand being on paxil for 3 months and doing ok and now it sends me into orbit. I wonder how long I should wait to try the Tofranil. I take Geodon because i am diagnosed with ocd.