I'm sitting here crying my eyes out as I'm writing. Nothing has gone right today. I called the doc about the nerve pain I've been experiencing because I went off of Lyrica on Monday. I've been going through withdrawals all week and felt horrible. The doc is in surgery today so I'm going to have to go through the weekend with this horrible nerve pain. I've been cooped up all week because of the weather and haven't seen anyone. I just feel horrible and don't want or feel like doing anything. I called my mom to talk and ended up crying and she is coming out here. That makes me feel bad because she is broken out in the shingles (she has had them reoccuring since '89) but she is coming out here to make me feel better. I just don't know what to do to make myself feel better. All I want to is sit here and cry all night. I hate this.