Hello to all my back buddies, I wanted to first start this thread with a apology to all of you. You all have been so wonderful to me and responding to my post. I guess latley i have been in a down mood, however i still log on every day, but I have not been able to respond to your threads as much as I want to. I promise i will with in this next week. From what I can read there is so much going on with you all(pepper, shawley, mama, yvette, and others). I still pray for you all all of the time and I have not forgotten you. I pray that what ever things you all are dealing with will somehow work out for you all.
Today I saw the worker comp md, she actually listened to me regarding the 20lb weight in the past 2 weeks from the lyrica I suppose and i suggested the lyrica and she went along with it. Yippee, it is crazy cause she wants me to wean off the lyrica over 10 days and I just stopped cold turkey. I could not take ot any more you know. ANyways I pick up the topamax tommorow and I hope it works with the nerve pain and keeps me from getting any bigger.
She also had the new mri results, I am quite confused but nothing seemed to serious, there whre some changes as far as disk dehydration and mininmal stenosis that was not there before, but i will take it as it comes. I see the surgeon again in 2 weeks and will see what he thinks of the new mri and also I am seeing one outside my network, an excellent surgeon just for a opinion. I figure he would be straight forward with me since he is not part of kaiser.
I have requested copies of everything and also this surgeon cost 250 and thats discounted but i figure it must be worht it for a real opionion.
I am still having pain but the oxycodone has been a blessing i do itch fro it and told md today that i i take benadryl. I was up till 230 last night due to itching.
Over all I am feeling better and I think the antidepressant is helping soemwhat i guess there is so much going on in the personal life. I found out today that i cannot return to my old job because of lifting, bending, etc, so i have to train for something else. I live for direct patient care and this makes me sad that I cannot be there physically for my patients.
Well enough of me ranting and sorry complaining lol, but i do love you guys very much and i will respond to your thread and post soon, please dont think i dont care. Just dealing with life and like you said pepper the Lord never puts more on us than we can bear!!
Rachel
Today I saw the worker comp md, she actually listened to me regarding the 20lb weight in the past 2 weeks from the lyrica I suppose and i suggested the lyrica and she went along with it. Yippee, it is crazy cause she wants me to wean off the lyrica over 10 days and I just stopped cold turkey. I could not take ot any more you know. ANyways I pick up the topamax tommorow and I hope it works with the nerve pain and keeps me from getting any bigger.
She also had the new mri results, I am quite confused but nothing seemed to serious, there whre some changes as far as disk dehydration and mininmal stenosis that was not there before, but i will take it as it comes. I see the surgeon again in 2 weeks and will see what he thinks of the new mri and also I am seeing one outside my network, an excellent surgeon just for a opinion. I figure he would be straight forward with me since he is not part of kaiser.
I have requested copies of everything and also this surgeon cost 250 and thats discounted but i figure it must be worht it for a real opionion.
I am still having pain but the oxycodone has been a blessing i do itch fro it and told md today that i i take benadryl. I was up till 230 last night due to itching.
Over all I am feeling better and I think the antidepressant is helping soemwhat i guess there is so much going on in the personal life. I found out today that i cannot return to my old job because of lifting, bending, etc, so i have to train for something else. I live for direct patient care and this makes me sad that I cannot be there physically for my patients.
Well enough of me ranting and sorry complaining lol, but i do love you guys very much and i will respond to your thread and post soon, please dont think i dont care. Just dealing with life and like you said pepper the Lord never puts more on us than we can bear!!
Rachel