thanks for your input on this, i really appreciate it. i just hope that its not as bad as heroin was, i felt like i was going crazy when i was sick. i lost at least 3 jobs from being sick at work, i just couldnt work anymore like that so i would just quit. now that im doing so well with my life im afraid to mess up again. i would never go back to heroin, i could never put myself through that again, heroin was the biggest mistake ive ever made and im still trying to fix it, and im doing really good too, but its probably just the methadone thats making me feel this way. i wish i would have just went to rehab again and just took it serious instead of switching my addiction to something just as addicting (or worst). i just dont no what to do. i dont no if i will be able to live without it. i feel normal now, if i get off the methadone how will i feel? if anyone can answer that let me no. thanks jason