Discussions that mention methadone

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im gettin aggravated real bad...cant run the visa/amex machine at my place here and be on line too....i want to comment but will have to wait till after lunch when its slow................anyways i come for support and some folks dont be serious about it...i think thats the honesty part...how honest with oneself about what we think/do about our lives?....i mean,here i am on my methadone today and im hurtin pretty good with my back/plus got pneumonia,found out yesterday...where the heck did that come from...and im aggravated and thinkin about my recovery/12 steps,ect....thinkin about all your recoveries too........banker,i jump started your thought process...at least i wanted you to think about what you said about never gettin off the sub cause of cravins....its not an excuse right?...i mean i think if you try you can do anything...your kids rely on you...they love ya and i think you would enjoy them more so if you were sober and not worrin about drugs...i wish that for me someday....to spend the day with my 9 and 12 year old and have clear thoughts....zippo drugs...i beleive i will get off the meth and be maintance free one day...as they say in a/a or n/a that recovery comes sometimes slow,sometimes fast,but as long as you attend those meetings,recovery will come...and theres 40 folks right there sittin with me to prove it...they arent thinkin 24/7 about cravins...know what i mean?...its just for you to think about...just a thought.................................