Quote from DCV:The time has arrived to take another step toward recovery. I've been going to NA for a week now every day and today I will start Methadone or Suboxone. Wife is going with me to the appointment, she might be upset when she learns all the nasty details but, this has to end.
That was the bad part about going into detox...my wife had no idea about the extent of my problem. It all came out, it really hurt her and I will always feel guilty for that. But you have to face your probelm, as you are. That is kickass man. It is very hard to accept you have a problem and reach out for help. I dont know you but I am proud to know you are doing it. Your wife will not trust you for a long time, you will have to build it back up. Butif she loves you she will stick with you not matter what. I am in the process of trying to rebuild what I messed up. It will come with time.
Get on Suboxone
. Please. Methadone
can be just as addictive as anything else. I am not saying it is bad, but when Iwas in detox 3 of the 6 there were there because of Methadone
. All I do is preach about Suboxone
, but it saved me, and my family. It is the best thing that ever, well...it was wonderful to know there is something out there that can make it so you can actually quit and not feel like you are dieing in the process. Trust me ont his one.