Hi all :) was surfin for info and found this and it seems a few ppl are very clued up :D so here goes.
I was a heroin addict for 11 years and although i always said i would never take methadone after all the horror stories i heard associated with it. I eventually decided that it cant be any worse than the mess my life was in at that time so i went to the doc and got on the methadone and it has turned my life round. I now have partner of 5 years and a little girl of 2 who i adore but i think its now time to get off the methadone and leave this life behind for a new one totally drug free. I have been cut down to 33ml of methadone and my counsellor has told me i will be better waiting till im down to 10 - 15ml before going onto the subutex and i am happy to wait as i know everything will happen in its own time.
What i do want to know is what is it like as i have heard conflicting stories of the drug. Are the withdrawals heavy or are they ok/ i once had a bug and brought my methadone up for 5 days running and couldnt even get it down for 3 more and i thought bob marley was in the house with a load of rastas and that was just the beginning so are there halloucinations like that or is it just plain sailing? im a bit apprehensive about starting it and i suppose im just lookin for a little bit of piece of mind:) thanks for any info you guys can give;)
I was a heroin addict for 11 years and although i always said i would never take methadone after all the horror stories i heard associated with it. I eventually decided that it cant be any worse than the mess my life was in at that time so i went to the doc and got on the methadone and it has turned my life round. I now have partner of 5 years and a little girl of 2 who i adore but i think its now time to get off the methadone and leave this life behind for a new one totally drug free. I have been cut down to 33ml of methadone and my counsellor has told me i will be better waiting till im down to 10 - 15ml before going onto the subutex and i am happy to wait as i know everything will happen in its own time.
What i do want to know is what is it like as i have heard conflicting stories of the drug. Are the withdrawals heavy or are they ok/ i once had a bug and brought my methadone up for 5 days running and couldnt even get it down for 3 more and i thought bob marley was in the house with a load of rastas and that was just the beginning so are there halloucinations like that or is it just plain sailing? im a bit apprehensive about starting it and i suppose im just lookin for a little bit of piece of mind:) thanks for any info you guys can give;)