hi. ive never talked to you before, but ive seen a few of your posts.
can i ask - why do you want to hurry and get off the sub so much? im just wondering because, the way i see it, as long as you are doing well, functioning well, working on a good recovery plan - why rush it? go as slow as you need to with this. its not easy, but then again, planning on taking it for an indefinite period of time should allow you to be able to just relax and go with the flow. enjoy life! i know that my experience with sub has allowed me to just take each day as it comes, do the very best i can, stay sober and OFF the streets, build a business and relationships with my freinds and family. im also on 4 mg. ive been on it a total of a year now (a little more) i started at about 8 - 10 mg a day and im ok with 4 right now. im not trying to taper and noone is forcing me to.
sorry that got a little long winded. i guess im just trying to make my point. LOL
i really hope everything goes well for you. please let me know about the reason you want off so bad.
oh, and also, PLEASE dont turn to methadone, even for a DAY !!!