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THANKS ALOT I DID 3 LINES TODAY AND I AM ALREADY SUFFERING I HATE THIS FEELING. WHY CAN'T THERE BE SOMETHING FOR US SPEED FREAKS LIKE THERE IS FOR HEROIN ADDICTS?? NOT THAT METHADONE IS ANY BETTER BUT **** I HATE HOW COMATOSE YOU GET. I HAVE SEARCHED THE HOSPITALS WHERE I LIVE FOR AN OUT PATIENT DETOX AND I FIND NOTHING.I BOUGHT ME SOME MILK THISTLE,B-VIT,KAVA KAVA AND SOME OTHER HERB HOPING MY BLOOD WILL CLEANSE QUICKER!!I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING TO HELP!! YEAH ANOTHER LINE!! I SENT MY BROTHER AN EMAIL AND TOLD HIM MY STORY SO MAYBE NOW BEING HONEST WILL HELP KEEP ME CLEAN MY 16 YEAR OLD DAUGHTER HAS FORGIVEN ME (AGAIN)AND SAYS WHATEVER IT TAKES SHE WILL BE THERE FOR ME TO STAY CLEAN. WHAT A SWEETHEART. THE OTHER BAD PART IS GAINING WEIGHT WHILE YOU ARE KICKING GIVE ME DOUGHNUTS AND COOKIES AND ICE CREAM SHOOT KILL ME NOW!! THANKS AGAIN FOR THE EMAIL IT DID CHEER ME UP!!