Discussions that mention morphine

Addiction & Recovery board

HelpMarie, I if I found a pill in a drawer, don't know if I could throw it away either. I know I can get pills anytime I want either from my doc or co-workers. I haven't done it yet but it pops in my head 20 times a day. One of my coworkers told me he had 4 morphine pills that I could have. So much temptation.
Can't wait for my NA meeting Sunday at 7:30 pm. 11 days clean so far!!
I know of a guy who uses nature as his higher power.
I can't grasp the concept of finding a higher power with-in myself. For me it has to be something outside of me. Can't get past my selfwill for some reason.