I went back to work this week after a rough couple of months switching from Celexa to Paxil...........then withdrawaling from Paxil............then to Xanax and Zoloft...........
Today at work was stressfull............and I felt it..........some Panic tried to sneek in but I took Sickmans advise and went to the restroom to gather my thoughts.........then in an hour or so it was time to take my Xanax........which helped.........but didn't get rid of it..........took the edge off though..........
When I felt Panicky, I thought what if I lose it, what if I go off the deep end here at work................man did the what ifs hit me.........I was irritable and edgy and just wanted to feel better..............
Did I do any of those things "NO" It's just the panic feeding frenzy that gets me so worked up........those scarey thoughts are what feed the panic.........but they can still be overwhelming at times...........
I made it through my day and will go back tomorrow. I won't let this keep me from functioning. I know that I am on a low dose of Zoloft and it takes time for the med to kick in and work and day 9 isn't really soon enough........and I have the Xanax on board to help me with that until it does kick in........but things still won't be all rosey and I have to accept that and move on...........
I was wondering how others here that have to work with this deal with it and get through their day? We already know that those around us don't even know that something is wrong most of the time, we seem okay, it's on the inside that we feel so bad at times............
Kaytee:-)
Today at work was stressfull............and I felt it..........some Panic tried to sneek in but I took Sickmans advise and went to the restroom to gather my thoughts.........then in an hour or so it was time to take my Xanax........which helped.........but didn't get rid of it..........took the edge off though..........
When I felt Panicky, I thought what if I lose it, what if I go off the deep end here at work................man did the what ifs hit me.........I was irritable and edgy and just wanted to feel better..............
Did I do any of those things "NO" It's just the panic feeding frenzy that gets me so worked up........those scarey thoughts are what feed the panic.........but they can still be overwhelming at times...........
I made it through my day and will go back tomorrow. I won't let this keep me from functioning. I know that I am on a low dose of Zoloft and it takes time for the med to kick in and work and day 9 isn't really soon enough........and I have the Xanax on board to help me with that until it does kick in........but things still won't be all rosey and I have to accept that and move on...........
I was wondering how others here that have to work with this deal with it and get through their day? We already know that those around us don't even know that something is wrong most of the time, we seem okay, it's on the inside that we feel so bad at times............
Kaytee:-)