I would just like to say that I understand how you feel. i am pregnant with my first baby and my pap smear results were abnormal from my first prenatal visit. It said "low grade squamos lesion". Not only that it also said I had bacterial vaginosis which I had been suspecting for a while. I am scheduled to have a coloscopy if my next pap is abnormal after I treat the bacterial vaginosis. I suspect it will be abnormal. goodluck with everything. This is not the news you want to hear when you are pregnant.