So lets see i had a kid in July, went on prozac in Aug. and off and on and off and on. Then in Jan. I took way too many, couple days later had a panic attack, went to the hospital, got diagnosed bipolar. went on depakote for a wk and a half, til I got mad again at therapy and quit the depa. for 2 wks now. See a new therapist today, i am so hoping to get help, tells me I can't get in to see the p-doc for 6 weeks. tells me to call my reg dr or ob for an anti d unless I can rough it til I see the dr. My reg dr is a quack and my obs office shoved me out to the therapy place. I have spent all afternoon crying and eating. Now i am drinking cappacino contemplating what to do. I have so many darn moods that I was so hoping to get some kind of new med to try. I just want to be somewhat normal. i was never perfect but i know it was better than this. Any advice?? any shoulders for me?? I just do not know what to do any more. I just dont know. i am sick of giving up and i am sick of trying. i dont know what the hell is wrong with me , but something is. thanks for listening any one out there.