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hello. i am a 16 yr old male. i dont know whats wrong with me. back in november i REALLY liked this girl, but i was really overweight...and i was too shy...so i went on a diet. well i heard that she was leaving our school, so my diet got drastic because i wanted to be noticed. i dropped about 70 ibs and went from 220 or so to 145...and am 5'10..i did this in about 3 months. well to find out she liked me even before i lost all that weight, but she was shy to talk to me lol. well she became my girlfriend and has been for 6 months. im also in a great hardcore/screamo band. we are playing with alexisonfire in a few weeks or so. well people thought i had an eating disorder...which i very well may have...i dont know. but the thing is, im not sure i do...i feel like nothing. its so hard to explain. i have a great life when u think about it...but i have no emotions at all...i just act like i have emotion to my gf because i love her i think, but i just have no emotion and i feel nothing...and i always get distracted by little things, annoyed by little things like tapping, and my grades started dropping recently because i cant concentrate (i never ate, so i just figured that was why, and when i started eating id get better with schoolwork and stuff...but it got worse). ive been on prozac and zoloft and each of them i hate. i feel like a different person on them and cant stand it. but i found the medicine i like even thogh i took it illegaly. it was from a friend who thought i may have add, so they let me try adderall...(my legs always shake, im always gettin in trouble for not sitting still, trouble reading, etc...but i never had these symptoms until after all this happened) the adderall made me feel like a normal person again...i had a regular appetite and didnt worry about what i was eating, but i didnt binge or not eat. i dont remember getting annoyed by anything...i was more calm and outgoing, and i made my gf feel more special...and i felt emotion on it...idk what to do
i know someones thats been on prozac and they felt like you did...emotionless, not bothered about things, empty etc it just makes you numb...like a robot really. Id recommend getting off ALL the drugs, going to see a counsellor/doctor and get them to tell you what is wrong with you....you may still have a eating disorder, i had problems with my eating when i was 16, im 18 now and everything has gradually sorted itself out but it did take a while.
I hope you feel better soon!