I've been down that road a many a year my self! I lost my Dad in April 2004, then lost my sister in November 2004, then 75 days after I lost my sister, her husband (my brother-in-law) died and then March 28, 2006 I lost my Mom. It is hard and you get down and out but there is hope. I went to Doctors and they tried different antidipressants and the first was Prozac and it seemed to help a while and then I went down again. Then I started taking Zoloft and thats helped me so much. There is light at the end of the tunnel! Please do not give up. If you have family, believe me they love you. Hang in there and keep us updated. God Bless!