I don't know about this. It seems to be getting harder every day. Every muscle in my body hurts. It's like I've been working out only I haven't and the moods, they are horrible. I wish I didn't have to go through this. I am beginning to wonder if I should go back on prozac. The other thing I am seriously considering is if I am really capable to work. I know I know I can't stay at home all day but today at work was absolutely horrible. I was tired, in pain, and so agitated. My ortho said that I would never be even 90% better. I also have a 6cm cyst that "will dissolve on it's own" ok excuse. But seriously what am I doing? I don't know what is best for me right now, what will help and if these "aches" will go away. I can barely stand it and if it's from anxiety then why am I so tired and the clonidine and celexa should be keeping that at bay. I am prescribed ativan but rarely ever take it because it does make me even more tired. What do i do now?