AHHH what a relief you where all rite about the doc!,I feel great but like crap to. went to the doc and he was understanding and told me that he would help as much as I would let him,not that I expected criticism,I really don't know what I was thinking,thank you for pushing me the rite way.
He put me on three percs four tylenol 3s and two 15s of morph for three or four days not sure,then they get cut to half until detox time then its up to them to decide meds for the sickness.best thing is I have to go to the clinic here in town to get the drugs rite from him every day.I am really excited,... what do I mean thats lying I am scared as heck,and not sure of my future,or where this is going to end if it will work?or not,it really is an emotional and mental rollercoaster.on weekends its up to a family member to distribute my dope...,I mean meds,think it will be my mom.I think real soon you guys and gals will be my security blanket for a while,and my doc thinks it is a very good idea for me to be around like minded individuals who have gone through this disease and won,and now I know that I can't be an antisocial person thinking no one understands or wants to help me,I knew how wrong I was as soon as I posted on this site and meet this wonderful group of people.This is far from over,tomorrow is going to be very rough, but I have help now.
P.S by the grace of God are ye saved through faith.
by the way jerry I took your advice and asked god for help I never did that before so I hope he does not hold it against me.
eldogg:very scared and unsure rite now,wondering what tomorrow will bring?.