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Ok here we go (Deep breath)

This weekend has been the worst of my life I have never felt pain like this in my life it was worse than the initial breakup.

I ended up in hospital twice as the pain became too much to bear if you know what I mean I have had support from every body I know (who are all very worried about me) and have had the most amazing support from places I never expected.

I am so glad they would not let me be alone this weekend because I am certain that I would have been in hospital for a different reason.

I have spent most of the weekend on valium and yesterday was prescribed Zispan and last night had the best sleep I have had in about a year.

This event had to happen and im glad it did I cannot go on being jealous so ive decided to be happy for her (gggggggrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhhhh)

Although this hurt will not go away for a long time at least I can now get on with my life without thinking we will be togther, I still have a family but now its just me and my boy and who knows one day maybe a lovely lady.

Alot of things happened this weekend that I dont feel strong enough to talk about now that I will tell you all when im feeling stronger.

I love you all and that is a fact, and your kindness and advice is so heart warming i'm so glad i'm part of this community.

oh and god bless valium :0)
Sounds like valium was the life saver for the weekend.

Glad to hear you are trying to let it go and put it all behind ya... It will go... TIME and PATIENCE is key...

Gald to hear you got good support...

I am just Glad that you are here and about and you will tell us more when you are up to it!

SWEET! :D
Thanks thickman

I know me and you have been through similar crap I know I need to move on I just hope I can keep that thought in my head and not loose it again

and youre right valium rocks I just got up for a pee and floated to the restroom :0)

Take care dude
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Thanks thickman

I know me and you have been through similar crap I know I need to move on I just hope I can keep that thought in my head and not loose it again

and youre right valium rocks I just got up for a pee and floated to the restroom :0)

Take care dude


LOL... I have never taken valium... I hope I never need too... But it does seem to work wonders when needed...

I also hear it is very addictive...
Thaks guys I love you all and I really meen that

thickman Valium is very addictive and I can see why I really kinda like it, I only have 4 left so after that, thats that.

all this really boils down to unadulterated jealousy if I really think back we split coz we werent getting on even though we loved each other dearly.

about 6 months ago when I thought things where strating to get better I met a girl, well I say I met she was my first ever girlfriend at about 6 years old. and we had a little fling but I just couldnt give her what she wanted because my heart still belonged to another and im not in the practice of using people so it just ended up being an awkward one night stand. anyhow to cut a long story short she ended up round my house last night and we had a chat and explained what had happened and she was really cool.

The moral here though is that I know for a fact that I will meet someone else at some point.

Im gonna be happy for my ex (ggggrrrrrrrhhhhhhhh *****) its gonna take time but we will always have something special.

and Lori my depression is not helped by my chronic insomnia I hadnt slept properly for a year (i blame this on the legacy of prozac) until 2 days ago when I started Zispin I think you guys call it remeron I have slept right through the night without the horrid dreams I usually have.

I have been late for work for 2 days now but I really hope this turns out to be the right one for me it is defoo helping me sleep
Valium is the root of all evil :D Just kidding...

My ex-wife & my current girlfriend and all my relationships of past have been much like what you describe... We don't GET ALONG but love/care for each other...

Thank God this girlfriend I have now was the one who picked up on my mood swings/depression and said see a doctor... Besides that, crying everyday for a year each time you send your kids home after their weekend visits is a sign of a problem as well...

I know it is HARD TO LET GO sometimes... Just gotta practice ACCEPTANCE or something along those lines to let the ex go... Then keep your head high, fix yourself up as best ya can, feel good, and another lady shall pass your way before you know it!

You got it under control :D