hey guys this is my first time to write a thread. i am fixing to start treatment for soma valium lortab and of course alcohol. this has ruined my life. i have a 3rd dwi and am scared to death of going to prison, especially with a young daughter. i have been through several rehabs already and none have seemed to work. it seems like all they want to do is shove more pills down my throat! how does that help?? does anyone have a similar experience? any advice? my family does not understand what the heck is wrong with me. i don't either. but i know i can't go one living like this. lying, stealing, hiding thing from my husband and he said he doesn't even give a ***** anymore. i feel like i'm so alone in this.