Thanks y'all. Well, I made it through 2 days!!! Sleep sure is a *****. Wow, legs kicking, tossing and turning. Thank goodness I had some valium and soma put back so I was able to take those and get back to sleep. My back is killing me today. It's so ironic that when I started this nightmare, my ex-husband used my back problems (that weren't bothering me) as an excuse to get pills- for him. When I left him, I still had all the scripts and started taking them myself. Now my back really does hurt! Well, I told my mom and brother the truth and my mom is staying with me to help out with my daughter. Boy, the mood swings are a *****! I was yelling at my little girl last night and just hating myself. But I hate myself most of all for being a drug addict. So I guess it's worth it. I don't want to go on methadone. I know a girl who does it and she is like a walking junkie on that stuff. Not only that but you have to go there every morning. Who wants to bring their innocent 5 year old to a methodone clinic everyday? (She's too young for school now.) But ok, here comes day 3. I have a job interview tomorrow and I hope I can pull it off. Wish me luck!