The great fear I have comes mostly from my life long feeling of inadequacey. I have a very small penis and this has made my life difficult. Just the thought of what they plan to do with it terrifies me. the doctor has assured me that penis size does not effect the operation, but i find that hard to believe. I expect to be very sore for some time afterwars. I just cringe every time I think about it. They gave me xanax for the anxiety. I am concerned as to the great mental damage this is doing to me. I will be back on antidepressants for sure, possibly in therapy again. I had hoped that part of my life was behind me, but it seems not.