good lord sweetie! sometimes moms don't want to admit that kind of sickeness in their children. you need to make the appt. yourself ok? i got on xanax and after the first will be on zoloft (insurance changes) i was having horrible panic and anxiety and i got my life back. for some reason people don't look at mental illness as a real illness. i don't know why. if you can't get in to see the doctor for panic, get your mom to take you to your GP for somethin' else, go back for the flu if you have to and talk to your doc about the panic. he/she will listen and get you the proper meds or referal you need, then she can't say nothin' huh? don't give up, you don't have to live like this.