I really do not know how much more of this I can take. I have lost so much do to this anxiety that is with me from the time I wake up to the time I fall asleep. I can't work, I can't go to the store, I lost my children to my ex husband because of this ---- I am at an all time low. I have 6 wonderful children from the ages of 1 to 14 and not having them just makes things so much worse. I get them every other weekend and do have a great boyfriend that is so very supportive and helps when they are here but they do not understand why mommy is so sick all the time. I take xanax but it does not do to much for me. helps me move around without the feeling like I am going to pass out but that is pretty much it. I have tried paxil but it put me into panic attacks and raised my blood pressure as well as made me gain weight so I went off that 1 year ago and have had nothing other then the xanax since. I am sorry for going on and on but I had to vent and let this out.