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Hi guys, after a restless and painful night, I called my Dr. this morning and I'm waiting to hear back from her. I guess she is double booked today. So if she gets me in, I have to wait awhile, and she doesn't have an ultrasound in her office, so then I will have to go to the hospital to get that done. I am really really scared, because one of my biggest fears in life is having surgery. I don't want someone to knock me out, I guess it's me not being in control of my own body. (I wish they had the holter monitor on me now, because my heart is a nightmare right now) Besides, my husband is out of state right now, and I dont have anyone to help me with the kids. Really bad time for all this. I don't even have a ride into town, and I want to take a Xanax before I go because I know I will freak out.
Leela, I would be scared to death to get an endoscopy done. Just getting near the hospital scares me. Big big phobia. I envy you. Michelle