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I just went to my OBGYN yesterday after having sever cramping and found out I was pregnant. It was a shocker for a few reasons, one being that my harmones showed I was in early menapause, and the second reason being that I am the most unhealthy mentallya nd physically i've been in my whole life.
I have been crying non stop since yesterday and took 1 mg of Xanax yesterday. I told the Dr. I suffer from sever anxiety and panic attacks and this is effecting me really hard. My stomach is so upset, i cannot eat, I just want to curl into a ball and go away. I can hardly take care of my 2 kid now due to my anxiety and depression.
I just don't know what to do. I never thought of abortion , but now I feel like I may have to...I know no matter what I do this is going to effect my anxiety severly! I am scared and upset, depressed, just too much for me to take in and handle on top of everything else.
Thank you for reading this far.