I am having a serious bout of new depression. Yeah, still on my Zoloft and Wellbutrin too. I cried a lot in the hospital with pain, being lonely, not having any family and seeing my roomie have all these people come in to see her. I have cried four times already since I have been home, all I want to do is stay in bed. Before, it sucked b/c of pain and being bored, now, not only am I still in pain(though a new kind now), but I am bored and can't even go anywhere. I don't give a crap about Christmas tomorrow. For all I know, it is just another day. I have no idea how to get out of this rut, not at all. Goodness, I just don't know. Any ideas?